Tuesday 16 September 2014

Down

I have felt so good for a long time now, but out of no where depression has crept up on me again..... I feel so flat, tearful, my energy is so low and my limbs just ache. The nightmeres are back with vengeance. I can't think of a single factor that has brought me back here and I really can't see my way out. Hopefully it will pass xx

Wednesday 3 September 2014

Appeal

Next month there is a hearing at high court in London as the person who claimed to love me and be my father figure, but whom actuarally abused me, is appealing his sentence. This is despite the fact he pleaded guilty! I don't know what grounds the appeals done on but the fact it's for this far shows that 'they' are entertaining it! It's a day I work but I think I will go as when I get third hand information it tends to be wrong and I need to hear it...... I do feel angry tho as this is the person that stole my innocents, childhood and crushed my spirit for most of my life. Why has he got the right to appeal.....it adds insult to injury!